confessions of a sentimental man (part deux)

juz got back from a afternoon swim with domz. We had a nice time by the pool, drinking some beer and relaxing with some muzic.... We chatted about about our goals in life (and i dun mean in the street soccer court). Realised how hard it is nowadays to find out wat u really want in life... It seems we are just a bunch of misguided punks. Not a penny to our name, no gfs and a lousy social circle that consists mainly of the ten bros... hahaz.... nmindz... anyway it seems as though there is something missing in our lives... maybe a gf? a car? money? anyway on the topic of girls, it appears that most of the girls nowadays are materialistic, spoilt and pampered, butdun get me wrong, i am not saying that we are saints. Well, we are no angels either, otherwise we would not be this state now.. Do girls always just see if you are rich or established b4 they decide to be ur other half? If that is so, wat happens to all those good but poor guys.. Domz gave me an eg: a girl has two suitors, a young guy with no assets but only his dreams and another older guy with a career and money... naturally she would choose the older guy.... but why? has our society degenerated to this extend where relationships with one and another can only be measured by the size of our bank accounts? i certainly hope not.... anyway, we talked and relacked a while.. then came this young girl, dressed conservatively in a 2-piece swimming costume, now dun get ur thoughts running wild... It is not those high-cut and out-to-seduce-guys type of swimming costume... It sort of made her look pure and virginal.... yeah, she was there with her grandpa... that shows she is a filfial girl... she was glancing at us.... i was hoping we would have the opportunity to talk to her... but no... her grandpa was juz nearby, watching like a hawk, waiting to pounce on any would-be predators... besides i din tink we created a good impression by smoking and with the muzic we were listening. (enimem, with all those "bitches" and"fuck yous"). She left shortly, without us squeezing a single word out... Well, we comtemplated smelling the ground where she laid upon to get a scent of her... cos perhaps, she might be 'in heat' and the animalistic instincts in us may pick up some discernible scent fro which we will be about to pursue like bloodhounds..... anyway, tats not the point... wat i am tryin to get at is: where are these kind of girls now? do girls get sucked up into some alien spaceship where they get indoctrinated with derogatgory values and transform into sluts thereafter? or do they simply undergo some metamorphosis that we simply cannot comprehend? or it is some innate instincts that wil unleash thenselves upon their 21st bdae? i dun know.... i really dun know.... so for those who think u have found true love.... tink again... u may be wrong.....

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